So…follow up to the rather down post from yesterday. Despite all of the problems I’m facing, somehow, I just can’t give up on my writing. I guess I just have too many stories that want to be told. In other words, when I couldn’t sleep last night, I decided it was as good a time as any to try to figure out what was wrong with the outline for one of my stories.
Turns out, the problem was actually that there were several plot holes that were subtle and overlapping themselves in such away that it just confused me—which only frustrated me and prompted me to not deal with the story at all. I’ve mostly fixed it, now, though I’m still confused by it. I couldn’t even tell you exactly what the plot holes were, really. It was kind of weird.
Somehow, fixing that outline seemed to open up a wall. Suddenly, ideas and inspiration came crashing down on me, all day today. In fact, over the course of the day, I’ve written roughly 1.8k, which is more than I’ve written in…a long time. Usually, lately, the most I can get in a single day is about 1,500 words.
I feel strangely good. I’m not doing terrific, or anything. For example, I keep getting distracted by the Internet. (Which is probably why I’m writing this post instead of bumping that word count up to 2k.) I’m also still having a little trouble really getting into my character’s heads, and I know I’m going to have to do a lot of editing to get rid of this internal monologue that crept its way in, but I’m actually writing!
Okay. I should probably stop wasting time on my blog and go get that number up to 2k, eh?